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akhirnya aku berjaya memasuki laman blog ini untuk tahun ini.. sepuluh bulan.. jika difikirkan agak panjang tetapi sebenarnya pendek.. seperti biasa jika aku ke sini bermaksud aku punya kerja rumah yg blm disiapkan.. itu lah aku sbenarnya.. minda ku kini begitu tenang.. dgn keadaan di persekitaran yg haru biru aku mampu mengharunginya.. persepsi minda semasa yang berkeliaran sekarang tidak ku hiraukan.. setiap saat yang menitik keluar dari hidupku sedang ku bazirkan.. tapi itulah aku sebenarnya.. kadang2 aku berfikir mengapa buah akal yg ku gunakan di sini tidak mampu ku gunakan di dalam pelajaran.. mengapakah aku berbahasa sedangkan aku bakal mengambil peperiksaan bahasa inggeris? adakah persoalan dan konflik yg dialami diriku bakal terjawab kelak? walaupun begitu terus terang aku katakan yang aku sungguh bertuah kerana dapat merasai apa itu kegagalan.. bukan sekali, dua kali, mahupun mengikut jumlah bilangan planet di dunia, tetapi ibarat setitik nila yg jatuh ke dalam sebikar susu.. aku tahu kegagalan itu tidak mampu melakar senyuman pada orang.. tapi itulah aku sebenarnya.. bagai sang panglima membimbing pengikut nya ke arah kejayaan.. begitulah aku akan membawa diriku.. aku ku tempuhi masa2 akan datang dgn penuh tenang dan tanpa haru-biru.. berterusan kah coretan ini?

hahaha… mintak ampun ngagai bala kaban belayan.. baru diatu aku ka meri jako lalau dalam ndor tu.. kati ka deh enti aku tu sigi buruk nulis utai dalam tu.. nyadi, maioh pengawa udah digaga (ngau empai digaga) sekumbang aku ngisi blog tu taun nyin kemari.. baru minggu tu kemari aku baru aja ambis peresa.. sigi baka peresa ti suba, aku sigi nadai meri arap ka tinggi tang semina ulih pas aja.. akai dai.. alit amat ati aku meda urang ngaga blog sida panjai.. hmm… nama gik.. oh yes… ari lima tu kemari external hard disk aku lenyau… *^%*&^*%!! bendar aku ngiga dalam bilik.. utai dalam nya amat berega.. ayam, lagu, cerita tv, gambar semua simpan aku dia… nasib meh kemari hard disk nya temu aku baru ba dalam mija… meri besai terima kasih meh ngagai urang ka ngambi utai nya.. akai… nda alah aku gik nulis utai baka tu.. aku nusun sepuloh jari enti tusun jako aku baka anembiak tadika laban tu utai pengawa ka selalu dikerja aku.. ka nulis dalam jako orang putih nda ulih enggai ka salah grammar… nyadi ngagai bala kita ka benong macha blog tu ngarap ka kita ulih mansang ka pengidup diri ngambi ka ulih nulong bansa diri empu..

wokeh… mupuk dulu aku..

p/s: kemaia meh aku tu ka bulih anak baru? hahahaha…. (^^,)

Specially dedicated to my one and only  princess… (^^,)

Sonnet XLIII

 

HOW do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday’s

Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.

I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints, -I love thee with the breath,

Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,

I shall but love thee better after death.

Elizabeth Barrett Browning

     what a year it has been… as i went through another 12 months in my life, i discovered new things. d experince was great. i asked myself one question; how on earth did i manage to go through all these ups and downs? hahaha… it’s like finishing two plates of fried rice with chinese tea.. u eat then u finally become an anaconda… hahaha… (i don understand..)

     ahhh… things changed drastically.. i’ve experienced changes in my surroundings and even within myself… well, i couldn’t run away from it though, because it’s the reality… i just have to accept it and be happy abt it… hik hik… i would like to thank all the people who have been with me throughout this year.. whom i met a long time ago n the ppl who met this year… hihihi… n i also ask for forgiveness if there’s any action dat i did which may hurt anyone, physically or mentally… mintak ampun pak…

      New Year Revolution? heh… i dunno… don care… as long as i don go beyond the limits kira ok la… hahaha… (lose some weight mayb…) hopefully 2006 will bring more herbs and spices to my life… gonna make it full of enjoyment and laughter… wahahaha…

     ok la… mayb dis will be my last blog for 2005… so wit this i would like mintak ampun again sekiranya tersalah taip dlm blog ni.. typo error ke, grammar mistakes ke.. not perfect maa… huhuhu…

     p/s: nyadi ngau tu meri terima kasih ngagai Petara ti udah ngibun aku ngelama tu… aku sigi nemu maioh penyalah ti udah digaga aku… ngarap ka Nuan ulih ngampun penyalah aku… terima kasih sekali da laban pengidup ka diberi nuan ngagai aku laban aku ulih meda mcm2 peragam mensia ba dunia tu… gaga ati aku laban bulih naioh bala kaban ti ckp manah… ngarap ka kita ulih mujur alam semua utai… anang guai manjong apin datai ba pala wong au.. nyadi aku nutup jako aku ngau pantun kerat manok, eh pantun empat kerat…

bejalai ngelingi pasar sibu,

ngetu nda lama ba kedai kopi.

selamat nyambut taun baru,

Sulu dikenang dalam ati… hahahaha!! bubbye!! 

as the light floods the floor in my room,

i kept wondering about the things happening in my life,

reminiscing the moments where i rise and fall,

the sweet and bitter memories made me a better man.

I’m the captain of my ship, cruising through the harsh waves of the sea,

But for now, i’ll just cherish on how wonderful my ‘world’ is.

hihihihi… dat’s just crap i just spilled from my brains… hoho… i’m just tryin’ kill some time in this cc (i’m in low yat wit my DOTA frenz…) my girl, ooops, my laptop (jgn mare…) just finished her surgery. She was totally sick. Her heartbeat slows down, her kidney could not stand too much toxic, etc.. brought her to some specialists (ma frez,of coz…) and she was finally ok. nasib baik daa.. and now she’s still in the ‘hospital’ for some further treatment… this week was also quite hectic wit assgnments, omworks, n of coz, VOS, the ‘apple game’ n warcraft… hahahaha… i’m so addicted… u guyz should give it a try… i still could not figure out why some people could get such high scores for apples… ; P nevamind, i’ll beat u guyz when the time has come… oh, well… looks like the clock is ticking fast… gotta leave this cc before my money runs out… just bought some new DVD’s maa… hahaha.. beli yg original ya… bubbye…

p/s: i’m missing sum1 rite now… hope she’ll miss me too.. hikhik..  mmuuuahh!!

huh… how should i start.. this week has been very special to me. Things that i didn’t expect to happen had eventually happened. I keep asking myself one question? am i dreaming? haha… could it be science? the supernatural probably? yeah… things come unexpectedly… it’s kinda strange initially, but i’m getting the hang of it as time passes by… i hope it’s the beginning of a happy chapter in my life… =p

     had a wonderful week. watchin’ muvees, installed my new game (yu-gi-oh roxx!!), went to the gym (hahaha… finally, for quite a long time) and … ;^p hihihi..  the cohort 4 went to putrajaya botanical garden on wednesday. unfortunately, it rained, so we couldn’t finished the whole trip. x sempat mak main bot.. main basikal je.. huhu.. took a couple of pics there and some in alamanda… hahaha… really enjoyed mencapap there… (^^,)

     This evening, i went to Miss Che Suraya’s open house wit the 1.5 students and some frenz from 1.1b.. it was in segamat.. nice house, great food, cute kids… had great fun there. hopefully there will be another one next year… *smiles* thanks to the ppl who gave us te free ride… tima kasih byk2!!

     oh, well… looks like i’ve ran out of ink to write this blog… hahaha… i’m looking forward for more surprises ahead in my life.. hahaha… bubbye!!

p/s: i would like to thank roy keane for his contributions for manchester united. gud luck and all d best. (Roy Keane has recently left manchester united for mutual reasons….)

     yoyoyo… hihihi… i couldn’t believe i’m stilll doing this.. hahaha… nevamind.. what a relief this week… finished my es and ss assignments which i thought could not make it… ( a special tengkiu to all those who have helped directly or indirectly….) nevertheless, new assignments start to flood in… hahaha… rilek la… hidup mesti ceria…

     it’s a popular culture now in ipba to own a mp3 player. almost everyone is walking with their mp3 earphones on their ears… even my dad is asking me to ‘tapau’ one for him… dahsyat betul…

     watched 5 muvees this week!! doom, the longest yard, just like heaven, the emperor’s club and the amityville horror… hahahaha… enjoy siot…

     went to sunway pyramid just now, and what a fun experience i had! it’s my first time goin’ ice-skating… and u know what? i did not fall or stumble!! hahaha… (terima kasih, cikgu!) looking forward to have another few rounds in the ice rink!! hikhik… (ade org jeles kita x jatuh…)

     hmm… nothing much to talk about… ahakz… not talented maa… ok lah, to all readers, don forget to support man utd k? wahahaha…. bubbye!!!

quote: the last person on earth you want to be is the person you can’t live  without.- Pride and prejudice.

hahahaha… yup… another busy day… finally, after months of suffering, i got my allowance!! em.. what did i do wit it? let me see… got a new rolex, swatch, one sonic gear woofer, man utd jersey, adidas shirt, new headphones, dan sebagainya… hahahaha… (ketawa jahat…) hmm… a week more to go before going nack home… yahoo… can’t wait…

actually i’m in the middle of finishing my work… assignment ss, es, ldv… fuuhh.. and the list goes on.. and yet there are two tests to be taken this Tuesday…wahhahahaha…

emm.. ngagai bala kaban semua, ngarap ka kita mujur alam semua utai ti digaga kita… enda ngira ka benong ngerja pengawa tauka belelak… asal aja kitai nda ngelaban adat kitai… nda pia ia wai? hahahaha… mupuk dulu aku…

hahahaha… nyadi keterubah ya meri besai terima kasih ngagai nomo 4 saving my laptop… couldn’t get through the net for the past few days…  baru aja repaired malam tadi.. hihihii… engka lemai tu ngagai sentul baru, lepak ngau bay, nomo, and henry.. ka berendam ba swimming pool… nyadi ngagai bala ka diau ba area selangor or kay-ell, find me!!

huuuuhhh… another week had passed… as usual, i’m wasting my weekends haphazardly.. i’ve watched a couple of muvees, playin games, and watchin’ football… oh.. congrats to selangor for winning the league cup… they’re treble winners.. aaa… n not forgettin man utd who had one against fulham.. superb match…
em… the sports championship pun abis… really had agreat time… blue house got second place bcoz the other sport’s house got first…. em… what a coincidence…. n the mtcp cultural night really opened my eyes…. my respects for the foreign students for all that they have been through… there are very grateful to be in IPBA… i hope they will bring success and hope when they return home…
akai dai… i dunno… i don feel good… there’s sumthin inside me that needs explanation, but i can’t find any… cis… maybe nxt time…

p/s: money kills…